Bottom of the ocean

I want get out of this shit of life and go finaly next to my family. Where i always belonged! Too bad is not that easy. i'm done of this sick people that i see everyday on the street. talk bad about the others and never say sorry. This people who don't have idea about who they are or what they want. i'm sick of this. People are mean and seems like they don't have a heart anymore ):  That is sad... People of my generation are jealous, rude and bla bla bla. And i ask: WHY?